I may be blog-happy, considering this will be the 4th blog I have (3rd in operation). I now feel that each blog has its specific purpose and don't feel right deviating from it. M+J will always and forever be the blog that started it all for me. But sometimes I feel stifled by its lack of 'me' face time. Yes, I write about my life with my husband, but the blog has more so developed into a long list retelling the rigmarole of daily life.
Traveling Menagerie is very special because I don't feel the need to write in it constantly. I consider it my cryptic blog because there are so many things I want to say but can't. I wanted a platform to speak my mind in the form of song verses or poems. I don't have my comment section turned on since no one needs to understand or interject their opinions.
I wanted to begin anew. Fresh. I wanted a chance to make a blog about myself, my new life as a new wife, and all the wishing that goes into the first years of marriage. I'm dealing with much heartbreak about owning a home and interior decorating and even starting a family soon. Heartbreak because those things are completely unattainable at the moment.
I've told my husband that I seem to go from wanting one thing, to finally getting that one thing, to wanting something else. It's a vicious cycle and it will more than likely continue. I want an outlet to share my feelings. Maybe share things I've learned about cleaning and baking and dealing with my sweet (albeit silly) husband.
I'm ready!
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